~It's worth it~

well, it's really feel good to sitting here, a room, tat i used to be for many years~

yeah, home sweet home, i say it, coz i feel it~

i really scared tat i made a wrong decision, but everything is proven tat's not~ yeah, i missed a golden chance which i can gain precious experiences, i missed a chance to reduce my parents' financial burden~ therefore i was thinking too much, i worried~

but when the time hugging with my sisters n mum, the moment we whole family were sitting around the table in a japanese restaurant, when we're sitting in a same old car driving around the city~ each second tat i feel im so happy~ tat's all i need, after a tiring period in a busy city which i hate~ yeah, tat's wat i really need~

i enjoying every minutes, but it ended, juz with a wink...how cruel it is? elder sis with her bf went bac, n again, time to say bye~ 2 more days, another darling sister wil go bac to spore....then, everything wil go bac to normal, very normal with incomplete feeling~

i gotta face it, sooner or later, but it wil b the same feeling, i feel sad, even wil cry may be, but i allow the tears come out, i allow my emotion to be wat it wan to be, coz it normal i feel tat way~ it's so hard to say tat i wil get use to it~ but i never get use to it even i said bye for years.... everytimes the same, i sad, i cried~

it's ok, as long as i cherish every moments~

love u mum , dad , n my 3 lovely charming sisters~ forever, in centuries~