~I'm not transparent~

Juz bac from the Lang Tengah~ but somehow, im not here to talk bout it~

I trying to balance up myself, but why things happened n made me feel the same way, repeat again and again~

I had a lot of fun, meanwhile, I felt something and I dunno wat the hell kept making my heart so pain~ I hope I would like to ignore all these....but I cant~

I cant even tell wat's wrong~

I hate tat I feel it tat way, hate it, so much~

I know, no one is intent here to hurt me~ Nonverbally, indirectly...n I even believe no one realize it~ but still, hurting me~

I lost the sense of belongingness and I feeling of my priceless existence cause trouble~

but somehow, I still here, physically, completely~

Do not keep me as innocence, I feel so noob~

Things juz come to me and no one there to tell me or at least give me a clue so I can get ready and face it~

That's me, n tat's nothing wrong to be myself....

sometimes the words, will lower a person self esteem~



I should stop, and keep myself busy~