~Now on...~

i do believe in fate and faith~

been so many days, my life, wasnt my days at all~

Sometimes i juz wondering, y do i so mind about wat other ppl said?

that's none of their business but mine~ im the one who should handle all these~ so, from now on, i wan to become a brand new me~

i do believe in myself~ but today, juz today, i was in the mood who wanna ignore the outside world~ i hate everything i saw n everything i heard~ watever, juz watever~

is really damn tiring if every single things i need to think again n again~ no point, isnt it?

okay~ take everything easy, make life easier~

juz follow my gut feelings~ everything wil going fine~

i decided~ so pray hard for me~

all the best everyone~

To my Angeline, believe in me, everything going to be alright~ stay happy and believe in faith~

~C, im not always pessimistic~

oh yeah~ woohoo~ feeling good when sweating.... juz after playing badminton with my best buddy~

well, i really should do sport more frequently~ last time, there were always lot of excuses, asthma la, this la, that la...now i dun care ady, i can do watever i wan.....include the sports i like~

i miss the time while jogging with my mum n dad......i miss the time we played badminton at least once a week with my cousin.........i miss those days running on the field during every PJ periods.......basketball, netball, squash.......wow~ n i wont forget hiking as well~

yeah, i really wish tat i can juz b a young ppl and full of energetic......i love sports, but y i juz keep giving myself a lot of excuses? i should do something and try my very best......

okay, deal~ i decided, i wil take part in sports carnival next year......

a lot of new things waiting me discover them. i wan to change, i wan to try something new......

and a brand new me, will be exist......^^v

~I Doubt....~

i was in the room, with a throng of new faces. I did not know, since when, i started to fear of this kind of environment~

i smiled, i said something~ but i still, not comfortable with this place. coz, i din feel tat i belongs to one of them~

i was lik waiting for something i dun even know wat is tat......my name? hope? or wat?

tat's not important for me, juz i started to doubt, bout my capability~

it's tat something tat i did had not been satisfied by others? or wat i should do but i din?

it's okay~ i told myself.....not a big deal~ juz a failure tat i'd long time never met~

so i tel myself, there r still waiting for me at somewhere.....

~Numb3rs~

again~ something tat i cant find a way out~

well, the moment i get to know the numbers, i kept silence~ coz i think there's the way, to cover, the disappointment of mine~

juz wonder y, n i was doubting~ my problem? perhaps~

But one thing for sure, i done all the best of mine, tat wat i can do ~

anyway, jz trying not to think the same thing~ same way~

i should learn how to c thing differently~

again, dun show me the same face~ dun think wat u thinking about me ~ the more you wan to show ur generous, the more i feel ur happiness~ n the more, i feel u being sarcastic~

juz the numbers, wat do i thinking tat much?

it's not worth it~ to waste my time n strengths to think all these~
so i should stop, stop doubting myself~

im learning, not to care~

~Say hi to November~

do u feel tat? time, is speeding~

not fair isnt it? we r not allow speeding on the highway, but y time is allowed?

watever~

It's a new month~ Everytime when i feel my bday is coming soon, i know, year of 2007, is ending~

watever it is, today, when i opened my eyes n realized today is the first day of a new month, i decided, i wan to change, change to better life~

It's a good thought, i think~

Enjoy dude~