~That's a Song~

She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

It's one of my favorite songs recently, sing by Taylor Swift.
Everytime I listening this song, I feel so sad....
I wonder how if I am the one who sing it and mean it?
It's so heart breaking~

Din know that I was related with this song indirectly.
and the 'she' or 'her' in the song is referring to me....

I can understand her feeling....so so much~
complicated feeling at the moment while i was reading the story~

No one's fault, I know...

I can understand her feeling, his feeling, but confusing of mine feeling~

I do not want to complicate everything.

so yeah, I believe in him, I believe that time will heals the wound~

Everything is going to be okay~

Wishing her....with wholehearted~

it's a new beginning for me...and i wan it last....as long as it can be.....

Trust is all it means....

~I feel the love, in the air~

I am not in the control right now...Yeah....I juz...crying my heart out~

Juz suddenly, I opened the old files and start viewing all the pics~

And I started to blog...about the stories, about Turtly and Fishy in the Jungle....happily ever after....

Im so so glad, to have them with me...all these while~

From the day we know each other, we created all the stories by ourselves...there are happy and sad episodes...but no matter how, we gone thru it...until now....

Love you all so much...so so much~

At the same time, chatting with my dear sister and we talked about our lives. Again, crying....

Family is my everything, never regret to be one of the members in this family~ It's my proud...to having them.

and so, i thinking of him...a guy who existed in my life~

I wonder y am i so lucky to be loved by all of them.....

I wonder y am i so lucky?

N so i cry...becoz of touching~

The love, is in the air.......

~As long as, I am not~

Recently, there were bad days and good days taking turn in my life.

there are so much misunderstandings, conflicts, doubts....

but all past....all is my history~

Im not materialistic~
I wasnt not enough~
I wasnt not appreciate~

I love, I care, I mind~

It's okay, as long as u understand...Im not like tat, at all~

~Not sure~

The very first time I sitting in a place where I can surf the net and even blogging here~ Yeah....is a place tat is quite strange....

I just dun feel lik going bac and facing something tat I not comfortable to cope with~ I lost myself in this very moment~ Completely..

But I told myself, is a new start and should know how to let go and even learn give and take~

I know all these....but somehow, i stil lost myself~

I cant wait for the this coming thurs....I need someone to guide me, to the right way~

Facing her, I found I had lost my balance...esp when she do not know how to take care of herself~ And I even learned helplessness, but the other side of me dun wan anything happen on her~ I love her...really~ But I found myself lost the ability to express my care and love like i used to~ so wat's the matter now?

I still figuring out~

Will be alright~ I know~ I know there is at least someone always be with me~

^^v I should be glad for tat~

I just, not sure~

~Ended, yet starting~

Once I switch on my computer like what I usually do, My friend nudged me and said, Welcome Back....I smiled......

It's a new start for me, everytime I came back from home....

I cleaned my house, unpacked my luggage, changed my bedsheet, and sitting in front of the comp and blogging~

It's bad everytime I found myself sitting at the corner and missing home, again~

but it's good, when everything seems new again~

Yeah...tat's wat I like, and at the same time, wat I hate.....

It's a new start, I told myself....

Every things which are bad, were gone....

It's ended....

But yet, I starting my new life~






all the best to myself~


^^v

Happy Dumpling festival~~~