Monday, December 31, 2007

~It is coming to the end...~

2007 and 2008, it just a number different, but there have 365 different days~

can i know what is the speed of every day? just too soon for me, few more hours to go, another new year, is coming to town~

yeah, everything related to 2007, were ended and going to the end...

i'd changed a new hairstyle two days ago~ i don't really like it, but at least, it was a good try~ it's easy to step in the saloon n chose a nice seat, but it was so hard to make a decision wat style u going to change~ so i said, it was a good try~ bcoz, i made it~ i'd gone thru it~ i took it, as my last challenge of the year 2007~

tat's my way to welcome a new year~

2007, not really a bad year for me~ there are still a lot of unforgettable memories~ i met many new friends~ i did awesome works~ i went to the first prom nite in my life~ ...... there were something tat i cant describe by using words~ but i wil, remember it, forever~

2008, i wish what i wish will become true~

let bygones, be bygones~ im stil growing up~ there is another year, waiting for me~ no matter good day or bad day, enjoy or torture~ i wil just face it, with a real me~

i hope, i can do my very best~

yeah, im ready, to say bye to 2007, say hi to 2008!

Sunday, December 9, 2007

~Truth...~

everyone is trying hard to find the truth, but what is the truth that we want to know?

there are question marks in everywhere, and i believe the truth, hiding underneath the surface~ We can get to know it, if we finding it~

No matter what is the truth~ it has a power, to influence our emotions~

There is a truth, which we hardly understand~

I tried hard before, but i gave up~

Because, what i left when i discovered the truth, just disappointment~

Plz do not look down at anyone around you~ You can help them improve, but not with the stupid ego words~

I, can survive~

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

~Raining Season~

great day always passing so fast~ Like today, the moment i woke up on my bed, i know, today going to be a good day for me~

no doubt, is raining outside~ N i like it~ I like raining~

i have a good mood, thx for the weather~

but i dun even realized, now is already noon n is ending~ i stil havent take my lunch~ haha~

after yday, i told myself, i gonna change~

So, here I am~ a new me~ thx for everything~

Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell....Xmas, is coming, too~

a very special season of mine~

Saturday, December 1, 2007

~没有,为什么~

i finding a reason~ i am searching for an answer~ my heart is still pounding, but anyone can tel me, when will it just stop without a sign?

i hate this feeling, with uncertainty~ i feel tat im useless, with a helpless soul~

when the day we found its existence, would it be too late for us to do something?

as long as i still can breathe, with wide open eyes, but who can tell me, my heart will stop pounding the next second i breathe~

It's enough!!! i hate the panic when i feel im still alive~

Don't be so cruel to our human beings~ At least show us some signs~ at least give us more time to get prepare~ at least lead us where we go after life~ at least, let us know~

im sick of it~ i thought i am recovering~ But when i have the hopes, *BOM* ~ again, i lost~ lost everything~

i wanna go bac home~

i wanna have some rest in my life~

i....cant bear it up~