Monday, July 26, 2010

Summer's Rain

Woke up in the Summer's morning
Get dressed and the colourful sandals
It's supposed a sunny day
but it starts to rain once I step out from the flat

I didn't bring the umbrella with me
because it's not supposed to be rainy
It's summer ...
Oh Summer's rain!

Drinking a large cup of sugarless coffee
Thanks David finally see me
He left and the works are accompanying me
Sitting at the corner and
Staring at the running crowd
who trying hard to get a shelter

No one is ready,
for the Summer's rain
Nobody is expecting,
the unpredictable raining

Weather ...
Just like women,
oh ...
so unpredictable
oh ...
it's not supposed to



Summer's wet;
Summer's dress;
Summer's thoughts.

Nothing,
is predictable.



Like,

Summer's Rain

Thursday, July 22, 2010

No, Turning Back

Taking a deep deep breath.
Once I opened my eyes in Thursday morning, and realised tomorrow is already Friday.
Isn't a day that excited me.
Surprisingly, is a rare case.
My heart is beating fast, I'm feeling uneasy and just, don't feel right.

I have to do something else to distract me a little.
Just a weird feeling that I couldn't put them in words.

Listening to Jack Savoretti again, then John Mayer, then The Fray.

I hope, music can make me calmer.

I have to find out what's going wrong.



If there's a song can make me calm
I won't feel unease and you will come
I would rather sing than crying
Like the whole world is taking care of me

if taking a deep breath works on me
I need stronger wind to give me the intensity
and I will have the courage to save me
which is make myself disappear

I would rather go away than staying
Sick of the comfort zone and do nothing
I need a life which makes me whole
One day, I will stop trying