An hour...

An hour difference ...
only ...

but the distance, clearly state the relationship between two strangers.

At least I'm trying ... trying to be not go beyond the limit.

No one set the boundaries but me.

Sometimes, that's better.

You want something positive? Normally I don't. Not that I'm a pessimistic, but I'm trying not to wear the mask when I get really tired of it. Even one i'm going to face with someone that I truly want to just be myself?

I'm positive most of the time, but you never see.



so What's wrong?




Trying hard to not bump into you randomly and trying hard not to say hello and trying hard not to take initiative and...

trying hard not to miss you!


Damn it! ....






Just, an hour difference.

American Style of Love?

Great that no one is gonna read this blog ever, since it's been abandoned by the owner for quite a long while.

I thought the beginning of this new year, I made it awesome.

While I was looking at the fireworks, that's one thing I promised to myself.
At the moment I kissed, that's the end.
New Year...New start....New hope....New Love!

But I don't get it, since the conversations few days after the night.
I'm avoiding and he's ignoring.
I never get to know what's in his mind, but I get it.
Completely......


Somehow, for some reasons, It's not fair...


Curiousity kills the cat,
so I never ask, and I'm doing good in controlling myself.

No one was dare enough to rise up the topic again, No one!

and I think that's better, for us.


Pretend like nothing happened,

just like when Nate had no one to talk to and find Fanessa, after he got everything he wants, that's all!

Pretend like nothing happened, ever~



Can't you imagine how stupid?

but how could I?
How could I ...


I wish I could stop The Moffats continue singing I miss you like crazy....




but I failed ...






I just hate to see that I really miss you!
and I know better than no one...
that's pretty stupid...


so I'm the idiot that your mum warned you about...











Watching "Gossip Girl" this holiday wasn't a good idea, ever~